Well I thought I was over you but I guess maybe I'm not
blahhhhhh I'm so freakin tired. I woke up because I was supposed to go out with my councler to buy a digital camera cause she's buying me one but they didnt leave her a check today =( So now I'm awake for no reason but you bet your ass I'm going back to bed. Well things are gradually getting better. I'm remebering to take my pill cause I was really starting to scare myself so me+not taking pill= no no.
Yesterday was gooood. I went to church and went to meet the paralized lady I'm gunna help out for 9 dollars an hour =) she's really awesome. She cant talk but we communicate through her eye movement. It's confusing at first but I got it. She can do stuff with computers too by hitting her head on this thing. Its really cool. She seems like a really interesting person and we have a lot in common. She was an interior decorator and I was thinking about doing that & she did some stuff in photography. Shes really smart too. We are going to play scrabble. She told me she cheats lol it was cute. She also told me shes easy to get along with and I said I am too. She even knows dr. phil! How cool is that! He sends her personalized tapes!! haha..And she met someone like the old superman or something. Something reeves or some shit. But I guess theres like hardly anyone anymore who is like the way she is. I'm really looking forward to working with her though because its really interesting and fun. =) So after that I cam home and sat around then we had softball pratice then I hung out with kristin. Then I was like hmm lets call becky! So I did and her and Allison and their friend Jon or somethin came out and we hung out at the park! =) It was awesome cause I havent seen becky since like 7th grade! It was fun though..we definatley should hang out more. Then me and kristin came back her and watched now and then cause that movie is awesome.
Urg..So I thought I was slowly getting over Phil but I guess not. :-\ I've talked to him the past few days and even if it's only for a few seconds I realize how amazing he is. I miss him so much. I had so much fun with him and he made me so happy and I still love him with all of my heart. :-\ I had a dream last night that we were at the park or something and we were sitting on the swings (probably because when him and ricky came over we all went to the park..cutest night ever i sware) And we were just talking about everything and he was like "I still like you but I just dont want a girlfriend right now" So I was just like "yeah" and then we just talked about everything and it was all like it used to be and then we just sat there and hugged and kissed and it was cute..then he was like "seeing you has changed a lot and I really wanna be with you" and of course i was like SCOREEE! haha. So I dunno..maybe thats a sign that I shouldnt give up and I should ask him to hang out again?! Who knows. All I know is I miss him and he's really an amazing person. :-\
p.s.- Im in love with my new layout. =)
Well this town has closed down, way too early
And there's nothing to do
So I'm driving around in circles
And I'm thinking about you
Today I heard you got a new last name
I sure didn't know it was gonna hit me this way
And the radio just keeps on playing all these
Songs About Rain...
Now there's all kinds of songs about babies
and love that goes right,
But for some unknown reason
Nobody wants to play them tonight,
Hey, I hope it's sunny wherever you are
That's sure not the picture, tonight in my car
And it sure ain't easin' my pain
All these songs like...
"Rainy Night In Georgia"
and "Kentucky Rain"
"Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again",
"Blue Eyes Cryin" in the "Early Morning Rain"
They go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh it would be easy to blame all these
Songs About Rain
Well, I thought I was over you
But I guess maybe I'm not
'Cause when I let you go
Looks like lonely is all that I got
I guess I'll never know what could have been
it sure ain't helping this mood that I'm in
If they're gonna keep on playin these songs like...
"Rainy Night In Georgia"
and "Kentucky Rain"
"Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again",
"Blue Eyes Cryin" in the "Early Morning Rain"
They go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh how I wish I could blame all these
Songs About Rain
Yesterday was gooood. I went to church and went to meet the paralized lady I'm gunna help out for 9 dollars an hour =) she's really awesome. She cant talk but we communicate through her eye movement. It's confusing at first but I got it. She can do stuff with computers too by hitting her head on this thing. Its really cool. She seems like a really interesting person and we have a lot in common. She was an interior decorator and I was thinking about doing that & she did some stuff in photography. Shes really smart too. We are going to play scrabble. She told me she cheats lol it was cute. She also told me shes easy to get along with and I said I am too. She even knows dr. phil! How cool is that! He sends her personalized tapes!! haha..And she met someone like the old superman or something. Something reeves or some shit. But I guess theres like hardly anyone anymore who is like the way she is. I'm really looking forward to working with her though because its really interesting and fun. =) So after that I cam home and sat around then we had softball pratice then I hung out with kristin. Then I was like hmm lets call becky! So I did and her and Allison and their friend Jon or somethin came out and we hung out at the park! =) It was awesome cause I havent seen becky since like 7th grade! It was fun though..we definatley should hang out more. Then me and kristin came back her and watched now and then cause that movie is awesome.
Urg..So I thought I was slowly getting over Phil but I guess not. :-\ I've talked to him the past few days and even if it's only for a few seconds I realize how amazing he is. I miss him so much. I had so much fun with him and he made me so happy and I still love him with all of my heart. :-\ I had a dream last night that we were at the park or something and we were sitting on the swings (probably because when him and ricky came over we all went to the park..cutest night ever i sware) And we were just talking about everything and he was like "I still like you but I just dont want a girlfriend right now" So I was just like "yeah" and then we just talked about everything and it was all like it used to be and then we just sat there and hugged and kissed and it was cute..then he was like "seeing you has changed a lot and I really wanna be with you" and of course i was like SCOREEE! haha. So I dunno..maybe thats a sign that I shouldnt give up and I should ask him to hang out again?! Who knows. All I know is I miss him and he's really an amazing person. :-\
p.s.- Im in love with my new layout. =)
Well this town has closed down, way too early
And there's nothing to do
So I'm driving around in circles
And I'm thinking about you
Today I heard you got a new last name
I sure didn't know it was gonna hit me this way
And the radio just keeps on playing all these
Songs About Rain...
Now there's all kinds of songs about babies
and love that goes right,
But for some unknown reason
Nobody wants to play them tonight,
Hey, I hope it's sunny wherever you are
That's sure not the picture, tonight in my car
And it sure ain't easin' my pain
All these songs like...
"Rainy Night In Georgia"
and "Kentucky Rain"
"Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again",
"Blue Eyes Cryin" in the "Early Morning Rain"
They go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh it would be easy to blame all these
Songs About Rain
Well, I thought I was over you
But I guess maybe I'm not
'Cause when I let you go
Looks like lonely is all that I got
I guess I'll never know what could have been
it sure ain't helping this mood that I'm in
If they're gonna keep on playin these songs like...
"Rainy Night In Georgia"
and "Kentucky Rain"
"Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again",
"Blue Eyes Cryin" in the "Early Morning Rain"
They go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh how I wish I could blame all these
Songs About Rain