May 16, 2005 10:43
God..It feels so freakin good to have my computer back..
I dunno anymore.. I dunno why people seem to think Im such a bitch..I dont even think I come off that way. Maybe its just cause I say what I feel..I dunno..But really I have a good heart..&& latley I let people walk all over me because I dont care if I'm happy I just want THEM to be happy. =\
I hate everything right now..I mean it's gradually getting better yet it's not. I dont get it..I really dont..but whatever happens happens for a reason so it's all good I guess. Im just really depressed latley..I dunno. And Mom if you read this which I know your nosy butt will ( :-P) Im okay..so dont worry.
9 days.. 9 freaking days. I cant wait. I really think it'll make everything easier. Plus I love my car its freaking awesome. =)
School definatley needs to get out..I'm so sick of it.
bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch..........I'm sick of bitching
What else..
OH..Greenday! K, it was fucking awesome?! To put it bluntly. It was the most amazing concert EVER! WOW. haha. And I met a really nice boy =) heh.
Kristin && Kay--I love you girls.. All I can say is thank you so much for helping me out latley. I really appriciate everything you guys do. I have NO idea what i'd do without you guys && Im so happy that we're all friends =) I love you girls so much..<3
Dance Recital went good. I love dance so much.. I really think I wanna dance the rest of my life.. Thats it..because thats the one thing I can do that takes away all my cares in the world ((besides seeing phillip when I can)) I dunno..=\
blahhhhhhhh back to class..