Dissappear?
I have recently had the strange urge to just dissappear, leaving everyone and everything I know behind. To start over new as the recluse I once was.
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
And nobody knows what I believe
This has become the theme song for my life, no matter how much i try to fight against it, it always wins. My heart was forgotten long ago, and i have given up on it. I am tired of the same old shit day to day. I am tired of ruining good friendships, but I always seem to mannage to fuck things up.
Am I as worthless as I often-times feel? probably.
Am I as fucked up as I have always felt? Yes.
Am I as great as others seem to make me out to be? No.
I am nothing more than a large collection of flaws that somehow has managed to survive despite the odds. I dont care anymore...
The whole point to this post is to let you all know that I am gong through a very hard time right now, and to be honest... I am getting tired of this.
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
And nobody knows what I believe
This has become the theme song for my life, no matter how much i try to fight against it, it always wins. My heart was forgotten long ago, and i have given up on it. I am tired of the same old shit day to day. I am tired of ruining good friendships, but I always seem to mannage to fuck things up.
Am I as worthless as I often-times feel? probably.
Am I as fucked up as I have always felt? Yes.
Am I as great as others seem to make me out to be? No.
I am nothing more than a large collection of flaws that somehow has managed to survive despite the odds. I dont care anymore...
The whole point to this post is to let you all know that I am gong through a very hard time right now, and to be honest... I am getting tired of this.