and here we go
i dont really know what to say anymore....i pretend to be so damn happy but im really only happy when im with YOU..... and ill sit here all fucking night just hoping you will call and it just doesnt happen but i still do it in hope of the rare chance that it will it fucking sucks that you have full power over me when you or any other guy doesnt deserve it and im killing myself over this.....im obviously not as strong as i thought i was cause i fell for someone like this in such a short time and i feel really fucking hard... just please take me out of my fucking misery and just never talk to me again maybe if you dont talk to me i will realize there is nothing there instead of holding onto something thats non existant in your eyes....you could at least have the decency to tell me.....and not let me hear it from someone else cause ive wasted so many nights on this......
take my hand.......