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what to say about life here, now? i keep it quiet as i was always the shy type and this is all about roots anyway. i stay up too late and hit snooze more often. i finished all of gilmore girls this evening and can admit it was a big part of me. that's embarrassing. also true.
i'm up in the air and waiting for the rule book to fall down with me. i'm reminded that this won't happen but i spend a lot of time hoping it will.
my dad turned 60 today. it is almost december. when i notice the passage of time i am consumed with fear and nostalgia. i have a real christmas tree. and a real hope for the now and the future. so that's a good thing.
i'm up in the air and waiting for the rule book to fall down with me. i'm reminded that this won't happen but i spend a lot of time hoping it will.
my dad turned 60 today. it is almost december. when i notice the passage of time i am consumed with fear and nostalgia. i have a real christmas tree. and a real hope for the now and the future. so that's a good thing.