Bulg
Starting new meds friggen sucks ass. I started a new anti-depressant and I hate it, I get headaches and every time I yawn I feel like I'm gonna throw up. Its not pleasant. And on top of that, I'm still really sad about dudy. But mom and dad paid to have him cremated, and mom got me another hamster...although, I wasn't sure if I wanted another one because I didn't want to feel like I was replacing Dudy. But I'm not, I love dudy and I always will, but this hamster needed a home too, and I'm sure Dudy would want me to share my love. Her name is Gremlin, lol. I'll post pictures of her sometime soon, maybe tomorrow.
I'm still trying to write more, but its hard. It's forced. Other then that, nothings been going on. I got mad at someone the other day for saying that I was "over reacting" about dudy passing away, making him my default pic and such. He was the closest thing I had to a child, he was everything to me. So when I lost him it was really hard. But the one good thing that makes me happy that he's gone is the fact that I don't have to worry about him suffering, or slowly passing away. He probably died of a heart attack, he was overweight and almost 4 years old. I miss everyone, I'm sorry I haven't been online much, I'll try harder.