When Sleep Is A dream

[fallbringspain]

I Continue to conform to sleepless nigths and half-here days. I refuse to sleep to the point where my body does the refusing for me. I don't want to sleep because that means I have to wake up tomarrow and face another day. The sleep depravation brings new meaning to my day - I can slide through it in a half awake state just waiting for the night

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[hekilledmequick]

Tom! I was like who the heck is this?!? Man, I didn't take you for being down love. What's wrong doll? Why don't you have ambition? If you wrote all that, your a deep writer... I'm here for you if you need anything...

Hey

[fallbringspain]

Yeah It's me ! ha. Yeah I just go through my fazes you know..But thanks... and thanks..ha...

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[hekilledmequick]

I see. Well how are you today?

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[fallbringspain]

Yeah Today was alright...Nothing too bad ha..just work..and sleep..and a random drive to california....How was it for you?

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[hekilledmequick]

Random drive to California? Invite me next time! I'd do that just drive there and back to clear my mind or pass time if I knew how to get there... It was alright. School, work. Learned about AIDs and HIV in Sociology. A speaker actually came in and all, I have no idea how that has anything to do with why groups of people act the way they do but hey it worked for me. Scared me to death though because have the symptoms of having HIV and possibly AIDs are some of the symptoms I'm having! And I've had sex. Only with one guy though and he said he got tested. But they said you have to be tested 3 months after the last time you had sex to be 95% sure, 6 months to be 99% sure and a year to be 100% sure. So I called Mike up, the guy I slept with. He had the test taked a month after he stopped but then he had sex with two other girls... I was freaking like crazy. But then I remembered, I had those symptoms before I had sex! haha. Wow. I don't know, maybe I just worried too much, but I would rather be pregnant at 13 than have an STD. Children

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[fallbringspain]

Yeah The random Drive was pretty fun...Long..but definetley fun.....So Yeah Thats good the symptoms were before ha...I dunno what I'd do if I had an STD ..itd be like seriously shoot me in the face now ha....So how long have you had your symptoms and whatnot? - hit me up on aim sometime . tmarrowsysterday

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[hekilledmequick]

Alright. I'll do that sometime. Seriously I'd want to die to if I had an STD! I've had my symptoms for a couple months now and I didn't start sleeping with Mike til a couple weeks before he left. So yah... How are you doing today?

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[fallbringspain]

Yeah Todays ok...or I guess tonite or 2marrow now ha....But yeah - Just kinda did whatever...attempted buying a car - but I gotta go back wendsday. And ya , just hung out and partyied a lil at nite...nothing too exciting really ha..how was your day..or I guess how is your day?

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[hekilledmequick]

I'm glad you had a somewhat good day. What kind of car are you looking to buy? Oh I'm just dandy. Work called wants me to come in earlier and kept me an hour and 45 minutes later last night but hey more money for me! But I'm running late this morning and this dumb dog is running around everywhere but I can't go in the other room and get ready cos then she might pee so instead of just sitting here I decided to go online and play fetch when she feels like calming down...

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[fallbringspain]

yeah I'm looking for anything that runs and doenst look like total crap basicaly ha....4wd and an suv would be nice..but ill go for lower gas and all....and it sounds like your doegs a lot of fun ha.

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[hekilledmequick]

Yah I was gonna say SUVs and gas right now... but hey I was driving at 5 55 in the morning and I saw gas for 2 69! I was like score!! Too bad my gas tank is completely full... lol. How sad is that, 2 69 is a deal! That's pathetic.

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[fallbringspain]

Ya I wish i could drive my own suv :( pout ..ha..for no other reason then mountains in the winter ha..but ya when i went to cali that one night , gas was 340 no joke!

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[hekilledmequick]

That sucks so bad...

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[fallbringspain]

oh and by 340..i meant 3.40 a gallon ...in case u knew..or didn't

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[hekilledmequick]

No I understood I do the same except I just add a space, 3 40.