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[fallbackgirl]

what do you want from me?

one minute you want to date me,
the next, you're sooo in love with your new girlfriend.
you talk about how faithful you are to the one you're with,
then you want to call me for phone sex.
you get upset if i talk to someone in a sexual manner,
yet freak if i dare get upset over you being involved.
you come crying to me with all your problems,
because you know i care,
but when i give you honest advice,
you flip a shit and hate me for the rest of the night.
well what the fuck do you want me to do?
be single and miserable until you're free and ready for your fall back girl?
tell you what you want to hear even if its not what i think?
isolate myself from everyone i know just to be your property?
i think its time you sit back and think about what,
or who,
you really want.
and until then,
let me live my life.

p.s. - stop toying with my emotions, my heart cant take it much longer.