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oh lord, just what i need..
the man who took my virginity, whom i currently have a semi-hatred for, is starting to look very appealing sexually again. no good i tell you, no good.
do i make the appology to rekindle our friendship, even tho he was the one in the wrong?
do i "just happen to be around" when i know when he will be somewhere and "accidentally" be around him every now and then giving him a chance to approach me and possibly be man enough to appologize?
or do i just look at the pictures, mentally comment on how hott hes looking, and then remind myself how big of a jerk he was/is/can be?
the man who took my virginity, whom i currently have a semi-hatred for, is starting to look very appealing sexually again. no good i tell you, no good.
do i make the appology to rekindle our friendship, even tho he was the one in the wrong?
do i "just happen to be around" when i know when he will be somewhere and "accidentally" be around him every now and then giving him a chance to approach me and possibly be man enough to appologize?
or do i just look at the pictures, mentally comment on how hott hes looking, and then remind myself how big of a jerk he was/is/can be?