Oct 08, 2006 18:36
im sending you a message be cause both my aunt and mom have my myspace and view and inspect it all the time now... =/
my mom hates me.. she doent even think that she can accept me for who i am.. and it hurtd.. it hurts so bad and theres not a god damn thing i can do about it.. my mom hates me for everything i am that she shuts off everything i do or everyone who helps me make it through.. anything..
it hurts, and im sufficating.. im writing you this.. but i think im going to also put it in my l.j. ... i just know that you feel this.. i know that if you saw my unshifting eyes and calm voice.. you'd be able to see how much i hate this and hate so much more for this.. how much i want to run.. and how bad i need to be freed.. just like you.. from whatever it is that causes you this pain.. i am sorry..
no one should feel this way