When The Voice Of Reason Became Confusing ...
Tomorrow is the big day. The big sixteen. I cant believe it. Its so crazy. I remember just turning 13, and everybody was saying, " God, big teenager,now. Just 3 more years until you can drive". Its so crazy my life is going so fast. Like most people cant wait to grow up, but for me its different. I hate it. In two more years, ill me 18. In four more years Ill be twenty. God, if three years could go that fast think of how fast two will go. And as well as for four years. If 3 can go that fast, why cant 4. Its just going by too fast.
Everybody's parents always tell them on their birthday something to this( at least my parents do) " I remember when i was just holding you in my arms", or I love when you mom looks at the clock and thinks for a second, and says something like this, " In just 3 more hours you would have been born. And parents always say it goes by so fast. And know that we dont know yet, but I do.
Well, I think I have it figured out. The reason life goes by us a such a rapid pace. Its because we always have something to look forward to. We never just dont have an thing to ever anticipate. Either it be from the slightest thing, to a life changing event, we always have something to look forward to.
For example. July 27, Taking Back Sunday has a new album coming out(Where You Want To Be, You know you better get it or ill kill you) and I cant wait. I wish I could just snap my fingers, and July 27 would be right hear. Another example is this friday. Im so excited about what Heidi is doing for my birthday, that a couple weeks ago, when Heidi told me about it, i couldnt wait for the 16th to be here.
And that is why our lives go by so fast. Like I just know im going to be 50 and think " God, so young so fast, I should'nt, I should've dont that, and I wish I would have done better in school". Because everybody says that. Everyone always says " I wish I would have done better in school, or listened better, I would have done so much different".
So im here to say, dont fall for the same mistakes, and live it up, live it up.
P.S. Im sure Heizzite will read this, so, I love you Heidi.
Everybody's parents always tell them on their birthday something to this( at least my parents do) " I remember when i was just holding you in my arms", or I love when you mom looks at the clock and thinks for a second, and says something like this, " In just 3 more hours you would have been born. And parents always say it goes by so fast. And know that we dont know yet, but I do.
Well, I think I have it figured out. The reason life goes by us a such a rapid pace. Its because we always have something to look forward to. We never just dont have an thing to ever anticipate. Either it be from the slightest thing, to a life changing event, we always have something to look forward to.
For example. July 27, Taking Back Sunday has a new album coming out(Where You Want To Be, You know you better get it or ill kill you) and I cant wait. I wish I could just snap my fingers, and July 27 would be right hear. Another example is this friday. Im so excited about what Heidi is doing for my birthday, that a couple weeks ago, when Heidi told me about it, i couldnt wait for the 16th to be here.
And that is why our lives go by so fast. Like I just know im going to be 50 and think " God, so young so fast, I should'nt, I should've dont that, and I wish I would have done better in school". Because everybody says that. Everyone always says " I wish I would have done better in school, or listened better, I would have done so much different".
So im here to say, dont fall for the same mistakes, and live it up, live it up.
P.S. Im sure Heizzite will read this, so, I love you Heidi.