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Don’t bother trying to explain angel <3
Don’t think that you got me! You did nothing but make me a BETTER person. Ah I am so happy for myself. I dont cry ne more, and I dont waste any mnore tears. I knew I shouldnt have from day ONE. But I guess I cried all the tears I needed to when we dated. All these tears are just telling you how bad you did treat me. You didnt care from day ONE. Your like any other guy out there. You made me fall for your words, and you got what you wanted, then you dropped me like a ton of bricks. I was a sucker for your sweet talk. But thats what I am thankful for. You made me learn. God Bless you that you have skill from hell. Im glad your blessed with that. Because I bet Im not the only that thinks that thats your best skill. You play it well Travis. But I cant wait till you fall hard for that one girl and she DESTROYS ever mile of your heart. I hope she rips it out hard, and never lets you go until you fall totally for her, and then thats when she leaves you behind. I hate to be cruel but you deserve every bit of that treatment. No girl deserves to go through such pain. Especially when they give you everything you have ever asked for, as if I did. I did it becasue I thought you cared, and I thought there was something.. haha, and that something was EXACTLY nothing. You were nothing but a LuSH. That I hate so much. But yet for some reason I love you so much and I think that reason is becasue you taught me more and more day by day. Thanks for all that. But I hope you realize one day that I was the best you'll ever get. And no one else will ever spill there cold hearted heart out to you like I did. I was not scared, I was very faithful, and I did everything to make us work. But the asshole you are, didnt realize that. You didnt get your own head outta your ass. But I guess you were right, its not time for you to have a girlfriend. In due time, be happy with that "pimp juice" but I dont think many girls will be playing that game. Sorry sweetheart <3.
Definitly loving my girls right now. If it wasnt for you girls then I wouldnt be the lady I am today. I am the best I can be right now and I dont think it can get any better then this. Yeah, okay, I passed over what a few friends said or what not, but I learned, and I took that fall on myself. But in the end I learned alot about myself, based on relationships, trust, love, arguements, giving, and recieving. So thank you for all your time and your advice, in the end it came out to you guys being right, but thats always great to have friends like you guys. And I have one friend who wonders how I am not sad about him and I breaking up. And she is like you liked him so much. Yeah I liked him so much but do I really deserve to get treated like that? Should any girl have to go through that when she does everything she can in the world to try to make someone happy? Thats why I am not sad becasue I am better then him, and I knew I shouldnt be treated like that, so why am I going to make myself feel more bad about with him for a longer time? I am sick of wasting these tears on someone. Someone who is an asshole. Lauren I love you to death, but me being sad is the worst thing I can do right now. I am strong, kind hearted, loving, too good for that, and I most of all believe in myself. I dont have too much belief but I believe he was just another guy out there teaching me something about life. He did his job, and now I am better off with out him. <3 I love you though. Girls thank you so much for all you have done. You guys are def. some Angels <3
all my freaking love goes to: Katherine, Lauren, Amberz, Mel Bel, Terda, Lysha, Alyson, Steph..etc <3
comments..those are delightful..
p.s. Im just the kinda girl you will miss <|3