words of a dry hearted girl <|3
..words of a dry hearted girl <|3
Should I cry still? Or should I know by now this is just a daily rutine? I hate to be like this, and I definitly hate to like this because you make me this way. I have never had someone get to me so bad, like you do. Your like my sickness and the only medicine that can save me is to get away, away from it all. I dont deserve any of this that I get. I do way to much. I am tired of being the girlfriend that goes outta her way to do stuff for you. I am tired of being the "bitch" as you would say. Well news flash. There are no "bitches" in a relationship. I do for you, You do for me, Or there is no doing for one another at all. I wanna breakaway from all this pain and hurt, I wanna be like we used to be happy and joy. What happened to all that? What changed in just the snap of a finger? I dont understand, I guess you have some explaining to do, but wait, I forgot, you dont like to do that, at all. I wonder if I'll end up happy. Im not trying to reach out to far becasue everytime I do I get screwed over, just like now. But I hope your happy with what goes on because I know that your killing my deep down inside, but my pride will never die...so dont try to kill it, because I am telling you now, that will NEVER happen! I am the strongest person at the heart you will ever meet. Dont try me Travis. I will over come this in due time. But I will not let your negativity get to me, and break my heart. I am going to break away from you and you will see that I can so much better. <|3 I never want us to end, but we need to make a change, so happiness is a word that I can atleast feel. Becasue all I feel now is pain, hurt, and no feelings. erg. I just wish you knew what I care for you. Why though? Why do I go on caring for you and thinking that we can last when your a asshole to me. I said it okay? Your being an asshole to me now. I hate it. I dont understand what I DO...because last time I checked, I do EVERYTHING right. I do EVERYTHING for YOU! What do you do for me? NOTHING! Yell at me, Bitch at me, Get mad at me, Accuse me of shit...! Whatelse is there? OH yeah, You make me cry...a million tears, that have shoulda never left my eyes. <|3 "We should never let it go"
I hate to say it guys, but I am emo again <|3
..<|3 emo bitch !
comment me..I NEED advice..<|3