i think i'm better off alone.
hmm so today kind of interesting. except not really. lets see yesterday sean started ignoring me for really no apparent reason which is okay i guess. he wants to act immature and stupid thats okay with me. so anyways in the short of it all we are now over. once again the dumpee i suppose....but its all good. i kinda would rather be single. it feels weird being a relationship when your whole heart isn't in it. but ohh well i'm just gonna be single for a while now. (justin t. made me sign a contract on it) quite funny actually. he doesn't believe i can do it, ohhh but i will prevail. anyways.
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have to go to a visitation tonight for Mary Sydney (an elderly woman whom i was quite close to throughout my youth) anyways and i believe her funeral is tomorrow or wednesday. hm yes. quite saddening.
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hmm so anyways. back to the normal stephie. how ever normal that may be anyways. probably wont dress up for celebrity day tomorrow. dont really know any celebrities i would want to immitate. but ohh well.
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Side Note: I love my peeps. i mean my actauly peeps. not those flamboyant people who like to hang around me and act like we are best buds. not you. i could give a rats ass about you and you fake ass shit. but i suppose thats a different post. hmm no i'm talking to those of you who care enough to talk to me when i'm actually upset or distressed about something. and can tell when that is, before it ends up posted all over here or somewhere else. to those people-i love you guys. and believe me those of you who really dont care i notice, and soon enough your coming off my friends lists and also off of my mental "friends list"-or whatever you would like to call it. not to sound mean but i hate being surrounded by people who are fake, full of it, and really dont care about me what so ever. or as cate would say "homie dont play this". tehehe. "girl please..."
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but for now thats whats going on.
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have to go to a visitation tonight for Mary Sydney (an elderly woman whom i was quite close to throughout my youth) anyways and i believe her funeral is tomorrow or wednesday. hm yes. quite saddening.
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hmm so anyways. back to the normal stephie. how ever normal that may be anyways. probably wont dress up for celebrity day tomorrow. dont really know any celebrities i would want to immitate. but ohh well.
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Side Note: I love my peeps. i mean my actauly peeps. not those flamboyant people who like to hang around me and act like we are best buds. not you. i could give a rats ass about you and you fake ass shit. but i suppose thats a different post. hmm no i'm talking to those of you who care enough to talk to me when i'm actually upset or distressed about something. and can tell when that is, before it ends up posted all over here or somewhere else. to those people-i love you guys. and believe me those of you who really dont care i notice, and soon enough your coming off my friends lists and also off of my mental "friends list"-or whatever you would like to call it. not to sound mean but i hate being surrounded by people who are fake, full of it, and really dont care about me what so ever. or as cate would say "homie dont play this". tehehe. "girl please..."
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but for now thats whats going on.