Dec 27, 2006 12:20
i do everything mechanically
i find the flaws in your structure and move in
i watch, listen and take down iformation mechanically
i hate you piece by piece - mechanically
everything i do is methodical and premeditated
i never act on impulse
i don't believe in the idea that anything happens by chance
there's a reason for everything that happens
when you say you didn't mean to say someting
after it's already come out, you know you mean it
you're just too afraid to admit it
before i take action, i consider everything you might do,
anything you might say,
any guilt or morality play that you might use on me or yourself
i am always several steps ahead of you
i am the mechanic
i crush lies like a steel-toed boot crushes a rosebud or a child's skull
i watch you self-destruct
you mutilate each other with your emotional displays
and your superhuman dramas
you are your own worst enemy
i am devoid of emotion
satisfaction is nonexistant in my world
i am the mechanic
i am a pure survival species
your bullshit means nothing to me
i just vomit the words and attitudes that i have gotten from you
and let you deal with them yourselves
i didn't make up all the stupid lines men use on women so they can mate
that's all it is, mating
it's all you think about
you talk so much about "making love", sexism and all this other shit
it's just mating, reproduction
you're just farm animals, more disgusting than most
i play you like a fucking deck of cards
i can say all the things that you want to but don't
because you're afraid of someone finding out how you really are
you don't want anyone to label you with any of those bad little names
homophone, sexist, racist, feminist, macho shithead, castrating bitch
you've got a ton of them
a fuck is a fuck