Things that are really bothering me
Thses past few days have been so stressful that i have seriously been getting sick. Grant told me that he didnt like my " oh i dont feel good" attitude...which is a dickish thing for him to say when i am nothing but good to him when he is sick or just plan and general, yeah i will admitt i was wrong last night to do what i did, but i mean we had a total miss understanding, and he wouldnt even listen to me. thats what i hate most, is he never listens to me. And then im always wrong. I wish there wer eway to work on better communication with each other.
Not going to college...yeah i really feel like a loser Thhe one thing that i wanted most, and a fuckinf community college told me i wasnt good enought evn though i m a stright A student..i have an idea maybe if i wrap my head in a towel things may have went a little smoothly. I really want AIP so much i just wish i could have the help and support from my parents.
my car yeah its a peice like woah......lesigh....its running again though
Monday i have an interview for lifetouch photo at starbucks on michigan AV....only if he disides 17 isnt to young.
I feel so sick , i dont even no what kind of feeling it is really.