anyone can see my every flaw, it isn't hard
yeah, finals starting tomorrow. wheeeeee. i really need to study more, like it's ridiculous.
friday i went to the soccer game...can i just say that amanda and jessica kicked ass? one goal for amanda, two for jessica (and an assist i think?) not only that, but they did a spiffy dance that i caught on camera. casper and i had some pretty amusing commentary going on, commentary that basically means there is no way in hell i can give the tape to any authority figure unless i figure out how to mute the sound.
saturday my mom came home and said she had something to show me. a dvd (well, actually 12). of me. playing softball. to send to colleges. they actually went through with it! sneaky bastards...and then my mom was like "you can thank dad."
me: what?;thank????
and yeah, that's all i feel like writing right now.
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? gosh, i really can't think of anything...
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i've long since given up on making resolutions
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no...
4. Did anyone close to you die? ummm, no, i don't think so...
5. What countries did you visit? none
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? material goods? i think i'm pretty much set there
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? no significant dates that i can remember
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? surprisingly enough, i think it was buckley softball
9. What was your biggest failure? when i stopped biting my nails for about 2 months and then started up again...that makes me sad. northridge softball...
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i really need to take care of my hips...or, hide my injuries a wee bit better so i am not sent to a certain someone
11. What was the best thing you bought? my cell phone (AT LAST!)
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration? this is a weird question.
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? mine, of course
14. Where did most of your money go? food for amanda (haha, just kidding!), food for me, cds?
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? AP english...what a letdown...
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? anything from american idiot?
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? i think i'm sadder
b) thinner or fatter? ::supresses goofy grin:: thinner
c) richer or poorer? no idea, hopefully richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? studying, living in the moment, preparing to apply to college
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? worrying, sulking
20. How will you be spending Christmas? uh...i have no idea...i think some kind of dinner?
22. Did you fall in love in 2004? no ::mutters to self::
23. How many one-night stands? none.
24. What was your favorite TV program? SNL
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? no, but i really should learn how to hate more
26. What was the best book you read? i read too many
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? i dunno
28. What did you want and get? a cell phone!! with verizon service!!
29. What did you want and not get? uhhh, nothing tangible
30. What was your favorite film of this year? garden state
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? turned 17, felt loved by friends =D
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? maintaining the level of happiness throughout the entire year
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? higher quality, but essentially the same...i guess a little less blue in the wardrobe
34. What kept you sane? my friends, duke, willy
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? jude law you hot mother fucker.
36. What political issue stirred you the most? ::puke::
37. Who did you miss? viewpoint friends i guess
38. Who was the best new person you met? new? i suppose the pitcher on my softball team?
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: there really is a cycle (circle, whatever you wanna call it) of life. it's inevitable.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: i don't know!