you say i'm going to hell, but i am already there
senior retreat: well, i went. and didn't come back ahead of schedule. so that's good, i suppose. i had much more fun than i thought was possible for me. i was exhausted the first night, but alas, not entirely symptom free. so it was a rather hard night.
how is it that woody went to usc, yet he read "zoe proser" as "zoe prosser" and "joanna soltman" as "joanna slotman"? well, so be it. this new duo, prosser and slotman, had a nice long heart-to-heart at the ropes course. but i really did not appreciate the boob-crushing full body harness.
i've got bruises on body parts i didn't even know i had. and apparently my lips do not thrive at high altitudes. and i'm still wondering if it was really the best idea for me to boost arya up the wall. and sherman is as awesome as i've always thought, and then some--i'm glad everyone sees it now.
i've come to the conclusion that for the most part i am very capable of deceiving/masking even if i'm not so capable of lying.
but i'm kind of tired of feeling the need to hide what's happening in my life.
but then again i know it is probably the best thing to do.
i've been feeling apathetic as of late. go figure. definitely not good considering that [in my case] apathy leads to procrastination which lends itself to laziness which in turn leads to many things left unfinished. and such a splendid time to be apathetic. a week until SATs, senior portrait pictures due in less than a month, college application process about to begin, coaches asking for videos, and plain old school and you honestly couldn't care less. bravo, joanna! and we hope you enjoy your stay at extreme fuckups: how to dig your own bottomless grave and beautify your plot at the same time.
i need cookie dough. and a few other things i won't bore you by listing.
how is it that woody went to usc, yet he read "zoe proser" as "zoe prosser" and "joanna soltman" as "joanna slotman"? well, so be it. this new duo, prosser and slotman, had a nice long heart-to-heart at the ropes course. but i really did not appreciate the boob-crushing full body harness.
i've got bruises on body parts i didn't even know i had. and apparently my lips do not thrive at high altitudes. and i'm still wondering if it was really the best idea for me to boost arya up the wall. and sherman is as awesome as i've always thought, and then some--i'm glad everyone sees it now.
i've come to the conclusion that for the most part i am very capable of deceiving/masking even if i'm not so capable of lying.
but i'm kind of tired of feeling the need to hide what's happening in my life.
but then again i know it is probably the best thing to do.
i've been feeling apathetic as of late. go figure. definitely not good considering that [in my case] apathy leads to procrastination which lends itself to laziness which in turn leads to many things left unfinished. and such a splendid time to be apathetic. a week until SATs, senior portrait pictures due in less than a month, college application process about to begin, coaches asking for videos, and plain old school and you honestly couldn't care less. bravo, joanna! and we hope you enjoy your stay at extreme fuckups: how to dig your own bottomless grave and beautify your plot at the same time.
i need cookie dough. and a few other things i won't bore you by listing.