My dearest friend, if you don't mind. I'd like to join you by your side.

Aug 19, 2004 06:58

"It looked like a monkey f*cking a coconut. Is this you? MFC? Monkey f*cking a coconut. It might be a melon, but it looks like a co-co-nut." hehe. Jill lent me her Dane Cook cd. funny funny stuff. Okay so yesterday was a good sleep day definately. I didn't have work or anything. I never got in touch with Bryan. Today I have to go over to Camden County College and try and get out of my music theory class. I decided I'm going to do an Elementary Education major-vocal performance minor. I've started looking into some colleges because I'm only going to go to the triple C for a year. I've been searching for religous colleges that are close by. So..so far it's between Immaculata University or Eastern University. It all depends if I want to go to an all girls college ruled by nuns, or a simple methodist college. Choice B sounds a lot more pleasant but it's a heck of a lot more money. So it's 10am and I am still trying to figure out why I can't sleep in anymore. My mom says I am excited about college. Which befuddles me (is that a word? oh well sounds good) because CCC is going to be like another Highland. I'll see all my buddies there. Maybe something big is about to happen? hahaha. I just got all emotional on that one. Okay, but seriously. I'm always wondering what God has planned out for me. I mean, he has a plan for everyone?!

So I sang at a wedding this summer and the harpist I sang with, her name was Lucia Marone, she was an alumni from Immaculata and said it was the best experience she's ever had. She had also said that with a couple of classical voice lessons, I can teach with her at her studio. She has harp, piano, flute, and voice lessons at her studio. I was so excited. So hopefully this time next year I'll be teaching voice lessons and preparing to go to some prestige relious college. Lucia said that she'd be a reference. She'll even call the college for me if I want to be in there by January. Yikes! The pressure!

My sister is angry with me because I didn't try out for American Idol this year. If it wasn't in Washington DC, maybe...just maybe. I get so nervous performing in front of people who actually know what's going on. I mean the musical was fun because your performing for an audience. American Idol is performing for perfection in front of judges. Do I really want that? To be criticized in front of a million people. I'd rather take the easy way out and go to the library, whip out some names of managers and agents, and send out a demo tape. I'm so lame. Sigh.
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