so summer slap of emo
im uber excited for this summer. Im gonna work, go to europe, and work. On the emo side of things i'm going to have to go back and deal with the fam.
I got a preview starting last night with mark (the emotion-less machine brother who has the perfect life just ask him) crying to me over the phone about big red (third time he has cried that i can recall in 21 years) so after that fun filled 2 hour convo big red came in today and was her usual beastly self shortly followed by a call from stas. Why is it that just as i feel im pulling my head above water they show up to puch it back down. I really dont feel like an asshole anymore telling them that i can't worry about them. This family has and always will be disfunctional but i am tired of letting that matter to me... so i most likely will be looking for a second job (preferably in manhattan) that i can do.
I got a preview starting last night with mark (the emotion-less machine brother who has the perfect life just ask him) crying to me over the phone about big red (third time he has cried that i can recall in 21 years) so after that fun filled 2 hour convo big red came in today and was her usual beastly self shortly followed by a call from stas. Why is it that just as i feel im pulling my head above water they show up to puch it back down. I really dont feel like an asshole anymore telling them that i can't worry about them. This family has and always will be disfunctional but i am tired of letting that matter to me... so i most likely will be looking for a second job (preferably in manhattan) that i can do.