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yesterday i went to the seniors graduation.
i was doing fine. just fine. perfect. wasn't even hardly sad at all. or anything.
then as me n matt are walking out, i find chris and crew. huged all of them. took pictures, yadda yadda yadda. then as im leaving chris hugs me, and starts sayin stuff like, we better keep in touch, the years gonna fly by, ur my fav. under classmen, ur gonna own basketball next yr...and that's when i break. yes, i started crying.
i have never, NEVER played a high school sport without her being on my team. she has been such a huge rolemodel for me, without even realizing it. i don't think she even knows that i look up to her. she has always been the one to motivate me. whenever i get frusterated during a game, or at practice, she is always the one to lift my spirits and pushed me to go harder. i only dream to be half the leader that she is. i honestly do not know what im going to do without her. she's not going away, she's going to Wayne, so it;s not like i'm never going to see her again. but who's gonna drive me home from practice everyday, and instead of going right home, drive around and talk about everyhting and anything u can imagine? who am i gonna talk on the phone with for hours, talking about the most random shit ever? who's gonna still call me freshman next year, even though i'll be a senior? who am i gonna fight about which guy is hottter then the oc?{the correct answer is adam brody by the way =)] and most importantly, who's gonna be the owner of the hideous mid calf socks next year? and who am i gonna make fun of for eating all the time, without ever using the word fat?
i knwo i'll be seeing her throughout summer, and college. but people fade so easily. i still can;t believe i cried though.
matt was like, "what the hell, u didn't cry for me" lol. i dunno, but i wasn;t even sad when it came to matt. but that's because i know i will see him like everyday during the summer. so it was diff. for him
but i know i'll see chris too, which is why im not to sure as of why i did cry. but i love u, and we can never, ever, loose touch.
i love u class of '05 :'(
i was doing fine. just fine. perfect. wasn't even hardly sad at all. or anything.
then as me n matt are walking out, i find chris and crew. huged all of them. took pictures, yadda yadda yadda. then as im leaving chris hugs me, and starts sayin stuff like, we better keep in touch, the years gonna fly by, ur my fav. under classmen, ur gonna own basketball next yr...and that's when i break. yes, i started crying.
i have never, NEVER played a high school sport without her being on my team. she has been such a huge rolemodel for me, without even realizing it. i don't think she even knows that i look up to her. she has always been the one to motivate me. whenever i get frusterated during a game, or at practice, she is always the one to lift my spirits and pushed me to go harder. i only dream to be half the leader that she is. i honestly do not know what im going to do without her. she's not going away, she's going to Wayne, so it;s not like i'm never going to see her again. but who's gonna drive me home from practice everyday, and instead of going right home, drive around and talk about everyhting and anything u can imagine? who am i gonna talk on the phone with for hours, talking about the most random shit ever? who's gonna still call me freshman next year, even though i'll be a senior? who am i gonna fight about which guy is hottter then the oc?{the correct answer is adam brody by the way =)] and most importantly, who's gonna be the owner of the hideous mid calf socks next year? and who am i gonna make fun of for eating all the time, without ever using the word fat?
i knwo i'll be seeing her throughout summer, and college. but people fade so easily. i still can;t believe i cried though.
matt was like, "what the hell, u didn't cry for me" lol. i dunno, but i wasn;t even sad when it came to matt. but that's because i know i will see him like everyday during the summer. so it was diff. for him
but i know i'll see chris too, which is why im not to sure as of why i did cry. but i love u, and we can never, ever, loose touch.
i love u class of '05 :'(