..werid feeling..

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Ok so after yah Ray(my moms bf)made dinner for all of us and it was soooooo good I loved it. Melissa held the baby and I cleaned up. We went online and talking to everyone. My mom and ray watched the butterfly effect. Mallory was so upset so Melissa said she would take me over when she left. I went to CVS and got the comfort food and went to see her. Boys suck bad...really they do they dont care if they hurt a girl. I am glad I went to see her...I hope I helped a lil bit in some way. We called Jt and Mike and that was all cool ...We talked for a while and then went to bed...after talking more. In the morning we woke up and got ready for Mike to come over. Mike, Mallory, Jt, and I went to CJ's for lunch it was so good...thanc again JT. I went home and got ready to run..I ran for about 1 hour and rushed to get ready for Segment to. Bre took me and we picked up Brandon....class was boring...watched movies and talked..got let out 10 min ealry. I went to dinner with Brandon and his grandparents...it was so good..I am so full. I am going school shopping tomorrow and then for my last day of segment 2. After I am picked up Melissa and I will be up north till Monday..now dont miss you.. I have this werid feeling right now like everyone is mad at me or doesnt wanna talk to me except for mabye Melissa and Mallory...I have no clue why. I just miss all my friends and I want all of you to know that. I am afriad Robby still wants nothing to do with me. I am just feeling sorry for my self and all that crap. My moms new bf I guess u can call him...its strange for me...he is going up north with us..I have known him forever he is so nice its just werid..she is always with him...I feel like she would rather be with him then me. I am so bad at Cross Country....I dont know if I will get my letter. Again I feel like all my friends are hiding something from me. If you all could do me a favor and comment something u love about me and hate about me..or just something u wanna ask or tell me. I want to have a party when I turn 16....I hope everyone can come. I am excited for homecoming but everyone is saying its going to suck and they dont wanna go. I just feel all sad. Melissa and me I hope will have a great time up north. Please Comment and if u wanna call then call me. I love you all...dont ever forget that.. I still dont wanna be in a relationship...i hate seeing my friends hurt so bad...I hate that...well thats all I have for now...Byebye.
lovs
xoxoxoxo*~*me*~*xoxoxoxo
please comment it would mean a lot to me....I wanna know if I am losing my friends again.