just another day
ok, so i have a digitalexpressions journal but i decided to change it to live journal cuz then people who dont have a journal can comment.... yay! so anyways if you're interested in that, go to www.digitalexpressions.nu and my name on there is punkrockbaby527
other than that... things have been a little better i guess. i havent felt all that well but then again i never do. todays MLK day and the only thing that means to me is no school. i've come to realize that i need to stop bein upset over not having any friends at school. i mean... who the fuck cares? why do my closest friends have to be at conant, its not like im gunna be there forever. besides, i need to focus on the people i do have cuz those people are amazing. grades suck. im failing almost every single one of my classes and finals are wends thurs and fri. another thing i messed up for myself... i didnt have any finals on friday and now i do. just cuz im an idiot and got myself 10 detentions. nice one krysti. so instead of having friday off, i get 2 be workin my ass off to try to finish before the end of the day. way to go.
josh hasnt really talked to me lately and i know thats cuz hes getting ready to go back to school. thats fine. everytime i talk to him i just find something else that seriously bugs me about him that i cant stand. i dont understand how i stay in love with him. like, there is only one thing that bugs me about phil... ok two. one is that he drinks SOMETIMES. that is super freakin easy to get over. the other is that he has so many friends that are girls and that he talks about them. josh didnt really have any friends that were girls, at least not close friends and he NEVER talked about them. once again, not a big deal tho cuz he doesnt do it too much and im pretty sure that he loves me and only me and i have absolutely nothing to worry about.
news update: jillian and i are no longer friends. i think that she still thinks i want nicole. wow isnt she a lil concieted if she thinks her girl is so amazing that just everyone wants her? ok so that was a lil mean and i love nicole to death but heres a news update for everyone: I DONT LIKE GIRLS!!!!! ok, so i do a LITTLE but i would never date one. not again anyways. besides why cant anyone seem to remember that IM DATEING SOMEONE! geez. what is this world coming to?
in other news.... ok, so i dont think i really have any other news, i prolly do but im too lazy to worry about it. :) see ya'll lata muah!
ps. live journal is seriously pissing me off
other than that... things have been a little better i guess. i havent felt all that well but then again i never do. todays MLK day and the only thing that means to me is no school. i've come to realize that i need to stop bein upset over not having any friends at school. i mean... who the fuck cares? why do my closest friends have to be at conant, its not like im gunna be there forever. besides, i need to focus on the people i do have cuz those people are amazing. grades suck. im failing almost every single one of my classes and finals are wends thurs and fri. another thing i messed up for myself... i didnt have any finals on friday and now i do. just cuz im an idiot and got myself 10 detentions. nice one krysti. so instead of having friday off, i get 2 be workin my ass off to try to finish before the end of the day. way to go.
josh hasnt really talked to me lately and i know thats cuz hes getting ready to go back to school. thats fine. everytime i talk to him i just find something else that seriously bugs me about him that i cant stand. i dont understand how i stay in love with him. like, there is only one thing that bugs me about phil... ok two. one is that he drinks SOMETIMES. that is super freakin easy to get over. the other is that he has so many friends that are girls and that he talks about them. josh didnt really have any friends that were girls, at least not close friends and he NEVER talked about them. once again, not a big deal tho cuz he doesnt do it too much and im pretty sure that he loves me and only me and i have absolutely nothing to worry about.
news update: jillian and i are no longer friends. i think that she still thinks i want nicole. wow isnt she a lil concieted if she thinks her girl is so amazing that just everyone wants her? ok so that was a lil mean and i love nicole to death but heres a news update for everyone: I DONT LIKE GIRLS!!!!! ok, so i do a LITTLE but i would never date one. not again anyways. besides why cant anyone seem to remember that IM DATEING SOMEONE! geez. what is this world coming to?
in other news.... ok, so i dont think i really have any other news, i prolly do but im too lazy to worry about it. :) see ya'll lata muah!
ps. live journal is seriously pissing me off