stuffed

[falin4the1stime]

my tummy is beyond stuffed. yea i ate a lot today. i think that has a little to do with depression. oh well. thats life. im so tired of my day to day. i suppose i really just need to grow up. it seems as if no one knows me anymore. my own boyfriend doesnt even know me altho he knows me better than all the others. its like i constantly have this

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books are mahvelous

[anonymous]

i've found that reading answers all of my questions in life, just at different times and after the fact and before all that.. so i think for you i'd say an excerpt from Walden would be sufficient.. i don't know the exact words, couldn't begin to say them properly, but they fit along with what you were saying about the ups and downs of your life. you have extreme highs and extreme lows, kinda highs and kinda lows, and then your mediums where you jus don't give a rats patootie.. well, as Thoreau said, you gotta just keep living. you gotta get through it because you never know when your next up or your next down might be. but you do know that eventually you'll get the opposite of what you've got. it's just a part of life. as you said, you have to learn to help yourself before others can help you but there are people there for you. whether it be someone you know or someone you just recently started talking to and have never met ;).. personally, i find talking to strangers about my problems is the best things simply because they give you the point of view no one else gives because they know nearly nothing about you so they can judge only what you give them... but hey, that's just my thought of the day... i'm here for ya babe, i'm great at listening if you ever need an ear

-kink2245