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I don't want to upset any of my friends, because I really care about all of you. I just have to write some of my feelings down. Please understand.
I just feel like it has been an eon since I have had a conversation about something I am interested in or care about. I feel like all I do is listen. I have no emotional support in my life. I am angry. I resent so many people who I once loved. I feel closed. I am without a heart for myself.
I have closed inside and produced a cold diamond defense. Look at the sparkle...what's underneath is no concern of yours.
There are so many words I keep shooting off, but they find no sympathetic mind. No one hears me. No one knows me. I cannot listen too my self...there are too many people who need something from me. I have no time for myself. I am swallowed.
I am not empty, but full of so much water...I am flooded. Nothing can grow without molding. I cannot create anymore. I cannot produce anything to harvest. My dreams have harbored in a lonely isle. They have stayed inside...they never came out.
I trust no one.
I just feel like it has been an eon since I have had a conversation about something I am interested in or care about. I feel like all I do is listen. I have no emotional support in my life. I am angry. I resent so many people who I once loved. I feel closed. I am without a heart for myself.
I have closed inside and produced a cold diamond defense. Look at the sparkle...what's underneath is no concern of yours.
There are so many words I keep shooting off, but they find no sympathetic mind. No one hears me. No one knows me. I cannot listen too my self...there are too many people who need something from me. I have no time for myself. I am swallowed.
I am not empty, but full of so much water...I am flooded. Nothing can grow without molding. I cannot create anymore. I cannot produce anything to harvest. My dreams have harbored in a lonely isle. They have stayed inside...they never came out.
I trust no one.