Private Journal
It has been longer than I intended since I have written my experiences. I had resolved to do so previously, but have found myself distracted by festivities and travel. Enough of that, this paper should be used to work through thoughts, which I continue to find most convoluted, and make sense of my time in this strange time and castle.
The most interesting change that has come about since my last writing is the truce that seems to have been called between myself and the pirate Sigurd. It was most intriguing how easily the feud was ended by just a gift. True it was generous beyond reason, but I had still not expected the infusion of culture to create such a change in his coarse demeanor to grant me a most deserved apology. I decided after to do so for others as well. Of course I would buy a gift for my sister and she greeted me warmly as though no anguish had ever past between us. The pleased expressions I received from all truly brought a warmth to my heart...it was most strange and welcome.
I have been trying to adapt myself to this odd place. The chill of the weather is only the least of the burdens I have had to adapt to. Having to walk the same halls as lower people...bandits, peasants, pirates...and to not be given the proper respect. Then to have that...that...gladiator, a slave, address me as his equal! I have never had to put up with such impropriety! If only Father were here...he could tell me what to do in order to fix their disrespect.
What would father say to see me cavort around with these people? Would he be proud that I brought joy though my performance in a play?...one led by a bandit no less. Perhaps it is better that father is not here to see me in such a state. I find myself conversing with bandits, pirates and on occasion find myself happy and glad to do so. This is not correct. Father would be most displeased.
I must try to remember my noble birth else when I am returned home I will be unable to rule Rainwall as I was meant to. Perhaps with the time travel I will even be sent back earlier and I can unveil the evil Godwin plot at the sacred games and marry the beautiful princess as I should have! Oh I would be seen as a hero and no one would dream to show disrespect again.
Yes, this is just a trial...I am alone away from father. I must remember his teachings. He will be so proud that I was able to hold on to them even without him here to help me.