Private musings
Ow. ::rubbing at his cheek as he writes in his diary::
Oh what a further mess things have become. I managed to avoid the prince for so long, how could I not?! I was a villain! A dastardly fiend who concocted horribly cleaver schemes to bring about his downfall. Oh how I hated him, and how he must have hated me! I did deserve it of course.
What a mess...a horrible terrible dastardly mess! Why was I saying those things? I know my father and I were wrong and Luserina was right but...SEEING him standing there and saying those things to me...ooh I still want him to hurt! I can tell myself as much as I want that I see things different now but I do not! I hate him. Hate him, hate him, hate him. He took my sister and my honor away and was the cause behind my ending up here!
No, this isn't right but...I HATE HIM!
Accusing me of behaving incorrectly to the princess...I know I did then! Which is why I fixed that here! What is the point of making amends if no one knows that you have! She was able to forgive me...I HATE HIM.
...and he destroyed the letter I was working on for Miss Jewel as well. Stupid stupid stupid!
Oh what a further mess things have become. I managed to avoid the prince for so long, how could I not?! I was a villain! A dastardly fiend who concocted horribly cleaver schemes to bring about his downfall. Oh how I hated him, and how he must have hated me! I did deserve it of course.
What a mess...a horrible terrible dastardly mess! Why was I saying those things? I know my father and I were wrong and Luserina was right but...SEEING him standing there and saying those things to me...ooh I still want him to hurt! I can tell myself as much as I want that I see things different now but I do not! I hate him. Hate him, hate him, hate him. He took my sister and my honor away and was the cause behind my ending up here!
No, this isn't right but...I HATE HIM!
Accusing me of behaving incorrectly to the princess...I know I did then! Which is why I fixed that here! What is the point of making amends if no one knows that you have! She was able to forgive me...I HATE HIM.
...and he destroyed the letter I was working on for Miss Jewel as well. Stupid stupid stupid!