You Only Love Me Because I'm Dying

[falconsisters]

i lay here counting the hours
because that's all i have left to do
but wait for the day to end
my friend
i don't have much else to say
anyway
you only love me because i'm dying

yes i stopped taking showers
because i stopped dating
and yes it's thin ice
i'm skating on
and anyway
soon i'll be gone
so why bother trying
you only love me because i'm dying

you forgave me for all the journals i've read
only because by tomorrow i''ll be dead
and it was the only thing you could think of
watching me waste away in this hospital bed
but i know you're lying
you only love me because i'm dying

the flowers and the candies they're all lies
you're only being nice
you say "if only..." while your crying
you only love me because i'm dying

you say you need me
pigs are flying
you only love me because i'm dying...