That last paragraph was what prevented me from posting this last week. I was undecided whether to end it there or move on to sex, lol. It was your last comment that made the decision, and I have now decided that the main theme of the fict, for now, is angst, want and hurt. I'm also leaning towards maybe insane Spike, not basement insane...may be insane is the wrong word, multi personality might fit better.
Did I tell you I had to read this whole fic again because of you, lol. I was reading your last comment and suddenly thought OMG I don't know my own fic!!! I wrote this just after I wrote Blaze of Glory and just left it in the computer as I ran out of steam. Two months later I send it to Ely, my beta, and started posting it. I know I read it through and checked it before I posted it but when I read it, while checking I don't tend to take in what I’m reading as I’m concentrating on the mistakes rather than the story. I was quite shocked at what I had written, little bits I had forgotten, and I ended up laughing when I read Blaze of glory, ok I admit I didn't read the end as I didn't want to end up in tears again, it was bad enough when I wrote it.
Any way I’m glad you liked it, I don't know when the next update will be as I now officially have nothing left to post of any of my fics. So I had better get on and do some writing.
Did I tell you I had to read this whole fic again because of you, lol. I was reading your last comment and suddenly thought OMG I don't know my own fic!!! I wrote this just after I wrote Blaze of Glory and just left it in the computer as I ran out of steam. Two months later I send it to Ely, my beta, and started posting it. I know I read it through and checked it before I posted it but when I read it, while checking I don't tend to take in what I’m reading as I’m concentrating on the mistakes rather than the story. I was quite shocked at what I had written, little bits I had forgotten, and I ended up laughing when I read Blaze of glory, ok I admit I didn't read the end as I didn't want to end up in tears again, it was bad enough when I wrote it.
Any way I’m glad you liked it, I don't know when the next update will be as I now officially have nothing left to post of any of my fics. So I had better get on and do some writing.
Hugs.
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