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i am such a sappy kid. wow! so if you love music in the slightest you'll get what i am about to say. you know how you'll listen to a cd at a time in your life that may not have ment much while it was happening but will mean a lot later. then that later comes and you hear that cd again and it totally floods back all those emotions that you had then. well that happen this morning of all times. in that five minutes in between waking up, rolling out of bed and getting on my bus. there was a cd that a friend burned for me on a monumental day in my short history and one particular song on there, i really liked. this morning i put on another cd that i got from a different friend and inadvertantly heard this song and it floored me, literally. i had to lie down on my carpet and cry. i guess it wouldnt have been as dramatic if i still had the first cd, and/or that person in my life but i am unfortunatly lacking both right now. so anyway, my teary moment for the day, shared with you before anyone else.
it is so weird i have been crying so much lately but not in a depressive sad way. some of it is totally happy tears, but most are strange. like i was watching school of rock yeaterday and at the end when they are playing at the show i just lost it and was like good job guys, way to stick it to the man. am i crazy? okay dont answer that. but yeah i think i have cried everday for the past two weeks for something or another. not deep meaningful, life recognzing, understanding, clensing tears, but shallow, strange tears. i cant say that i enjoy it. at all. i still dont cry when it would mean something. so i guess we all have something to work on. that or my passive aggressive way of preferring someone's hair-do (inside joke, sorry).
you stay classy san diego
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it is so weird i have been crying so much lately but not in a depressive sad way. some of it is totally happy tears, but most are strange. like i was watching school of rock yeaterday and at the end when they are playing at the show i just lost it and was like good job guys, way to stick it to the man. am i crazy? okay dont answer that. but yeah i think i have cried everday for the past two weeks for something or another. not deep meaningful, life recognzing, understanding, clensing tears, but shallow, strange tears. i cant say that i enjoy it. at all. i still dont cry when it would mean something. so i guess we all have something to work on. that or my passive aggressive way of preferring someone's hair-do (inside joke, sorry).
you stay classy san diego
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