its been a long time
so yeah im haveing a problem asking my self the wright question lifes good and sad all at once i seem to be walking around in circles and not have a place in mind it feels as if i got my heart back and lost it intirely all over again yet all of a sudden things dont make sence and im siting in the dark with my life at my feet i was offerd a job in goergai and im truning it down cuz others very in portent need me here but then again im so lost and confused and as i said i got it all back to lose it all again and its like the lights are out and im sitting in the dark but its not a bad thing i dont think but its the feelings runing threw my heart and mind and the things that i left unsaid that make me seem so lost but the words just wont come to me its like ive gone from one liufe to many and its like ive beejn like this for years but moments at the same... well thought id just say this jiberish and say hi to those who read and well i thought i would say hi to shock man bleak igsitence depends on you ralie and also to darkwolf