I Feel Sad, I Feel Angry
Demnable people. Demnable demnable people. Demnable demnable demnable people.
An explanation is in order, of course.
I'm quite busy at the moment because of finals and final projects going down. Yet, I want to spend one night of the weekend with my friends each weekend. Just hangin' with them, y'know? That means I have to do all my stuff (homework, etc) on the other two nights.
So I met one of my friends in the hallway at college and he told me they'd be watching a movie tonight. Tonight is family night so I told him to call me before they put on the movie so I could come over. He said he'd do it.
I go to class. It was pretty interesting. We talked about using Matrixes with Linear Transforms and the Eigen- thingeys. I like Math. It's reliable.
After class, I had to run my sisters around town. One to an arts and crafts show downtown (Ruth) and one to gymnastics (Rebecca). While I waited for Becca to get out of gymnastics, I read the second part of The Once and Future King. It was interesting.
Anyways, I got home. I stuck around waiting for my friend to call. 6 o'clock passed without a call. Then 7 o'clock came and went. By then I was starting to get quite depressed.
At about 8ish, I was sent to get a movie. I picked up Johny English (Which is a thouroughly detestable movie, by the way). I came home, expecting to have a message for me to get over to whoever's house everybody was hanging at. There was none.
The family, minus my twin brother who had left to hang at about 6, met for our Family Time, which was the reason I hung around for so long. No call came during that either. I was slipping further and further down into being sad. My Mom suggested I call around for them, but I couldn't do that.
We put on the movie and watched it without a single call. And then I came up here and wrote this. And that's why I feel sad. That's why I feel angry.
They call for my brother when he's not there. They forget about me.
I set aside this evening. That means I won't get to spend the normal evening, tommorrow, with them. And it hurts.
Demnable people.
*Cries*
An explanation is in order, of course.
I'm quite busy at the moment because of finals and final projects going down. Yet, I want to spend one night of the weekend with my friends each weekend. Just hangin' with them, y'know? That means I have to do all my stuff (homework, etc) on the other two nights.
So I met one of my friends in the hallway at college and he told me they'd be watching a movie tonight. Tonight is family night so I told him to call me before they put on the movie so I could come over. He said he'd do it.
I go to class. It was pretty interesting. We talked about using Matrixes with Linear Transforms and the Eigen- thingeys. I like Math. It's reliable.
After class, I had to run my sisters around town. One to an arts and crafts show downtown (Ruth) and one to gymnastics (Rebecca). While I waited for Becca to get out of gymnastics, I read the second part of The Once and Future King. It was interesting.
Anyways, I got home. I stuck around waiting for my friend to call. 6 o'clock passed without a call. Then 7 o'clock came and went. By then I was starting to get quite depressed.
At about 8ish, I was sent to get a movie. I picked up Johny English (Which is a thouroughly detestable movie, by the way). I came home, expecting to have a message for me to get over to whoever's house everybody was hanging at. There was none.
The family, minus my twin brother who had left to hang at about 6, met for our Family Time, which was the reason I hung around for so long. No call came during that either. I was slipping further and further down into being sad. My Mom suggested I call around for them, but I couldn't do that.
We put on the movie and watched it without a single call. And then I came up here and wrote this. And that's why I feel sad. That's why I feel angry.
They call for my brother when he's not there. They forget about me.
I set aside this evening. That means I won't get to spend the normal evening, tommorrow, with them. And it hurts.
Demnable people.
*Cries*