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I suppose that I should tell you about getting robbed at work the other night. It sucked, I had a man with a knife rob me while working at the gas station the other night. I'm okay, and I've told the story so many times now, that I don't feel like going into detail with it on here. I start my new job at Bubba's tonight, too, so hopefully I can move to a morning shift at the Shell, and work a lot at Bubba's. I need to make some fat fucking money, quick as hell!! I'm excited about working a lot again, I just need to get a car soon as hell. To my suprise, while checking the mail earlier, I got a letter from Brandon. He's in jail, and I wrote him a week or so ago, but I didn't really expect him to write back. He did, and he's in there with Clyde, ya know, back in the day, a drinking buddy from the tavern. Brandon said some really nice things to me that made me feel really good about myself. He reminded me that I am a good person, although sometimes I don't see it. He told me he loves me, and promised to always be in my life. 311's "Love Song" is playing on my playlist right now, how fitting. That boy has had my heart from the first day we met, I guess it's just not our time yet. Maybe it's that way for him too. We both still have a lot of growing up to do. I can't see myself having children with anyone but Brandon. It's the way it is supposed to be? We knew it then--we were in love beyond control and there was nobody in this world who could take that away from us. That is until I made the mistake of giving Darren another try. We all see how well that worked out for everyone. I'm not even on speaking terms with Darren anymore, and all it took was a night of drinking Canadian Beer for me to realize I, in all actuallity, can't stand him!! We'll see what happens, and my life's always got something like this going on, so, as usual, I'll keep you posted.

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