joys eyes are never red
heyhey,
so im 21. haha did you know that yet? prob couldnt have known since i only wrote like 4 ljs about it.
wow im nervous. i had really good food and chai boba tea but i feel like im going to puke it all up bc im that nervous. i dont know why. ive given up figuring out why. its not panick-attacky nervous, although joy made some jokes today about how you cant tell they're coming- sometimes i can. i know when i am not in charge of my mind. i know when i am going to lose control....sometimes.
but marcel is in town so nothign could be wrong. :) im excited to go to buffys tomorrow night- for a few different reasons-
i dont want to write now. im going to make snuggles. just wanted to say my bday was nice and thanks to everyone who made it awesome and im putting up pics now...after i get them from joy
ps i like people who make me laugh. theres your challenge
now ill be mysterious...
<3 mwa
ps- best gift ever: joy kissing me twice. <3
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so im 21. haha did you know that yet? prob couldnt have known since i only wrote like 4 ljs about it.
wow im nervous. i had really good food and chai boba tea but i feel like im going to puke it all up bc im that nervous. i dont know why. ive given up figuring out why. its not panick-attacky nervous, although joy made some jokes today about how you cant tell they're coming- sometimes i can. i know when i am not in charge of my mind. i know when i am going to lose control....sometimes.
but marcel is in town so nothign could be wrong. :) im excited to go to buffys tomorrow night- for a few different reasons-
i dont want to write now. im going to make snuggles. just wanted to say my bday was nice and thanks to everyone who made it awesome and im putting up pics now...after i get them from joy
ps i like people who make me laugh. theres your challenge
now ill be mysterious...
<3 mwa
ps- best gift ever: joy kissing me twice. <3
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