Mar 02, 2005 23:24
this week i am going to texas for a wedding. it is for my boyfriends sister. i was invited but i don't want to go cause all he is gonna do is shrooms with his best friends and what do i have to do? i am in a place i know nothing about with strangers and a guest at that. so i guess this is going to be a shitty trip seeing as i will be alone and pissed while her goes and does his own thing. even though i am the guest he still doesn't care about me over there. every day is great but by the end of the night something goes wrong. sometimes i want to move out...more than often.
i got a job at urban outfitters. way cool people who i am gonna become friends with and get to know. this is a good thing for me.
i miss christina. a lot. i wish i was at home more and more.
the room is silent. and i don't feel like talking.