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So Trev and I have been together 7 months now.
That's twice as long as any of my previous relationships, and he's been gone for 2 months of it! He's moved to a much smaller base and now our communication will be drastically cut. It's really sucking to not be able to talk to him but I almost feel as if it is easier than when I did get to talk to him twice a day.
I've been writing him long letters everyday, telling him just about every thought that goes through my head. It's quite a relief, actually. I tell how much I hate my Stats teacher and how annoyed with high school I am and how I just love my job.
Speaking of my job, I got stalked by this guy today and after he found out I was in high school, 17 1/2, had a boyfriend, and a badass dad, still continued to ask me out to dinner and beer at Samurai. WTF
OK I'll probably leave that out of the next letter...
I'm definitely starting to feel better about my situation. After what I have been through recently I think I need to go to therapy - work on my confidence. I think that would really help me in many different aspects. Such as teaching the first jump course, cause I'm a motha-effin coach now!!! HaHa that is so not safe.
I find it funny how people's feelings change so often. And how one day you like a person the next you want to punch them. And when you meet people, you really know a tiny part of them because they were probably a very different person only a few years ago. And how many people out there you will never ever meet.
I'm going to Dublin tomorrow with Scott Campos!!!! I'm so excited, he's such a badass. I'm not even going to remember this damn weekend.
That's twice as long as any of my previous relationships, and he's been gone for 2 months of it! He's moved to a much smaller base and now our communication will be drastically cut. It's really sucking to not be able to talk to him but I almost feel as if it is easier than when I did get to talk to him twice a day.
I've been writing him long letters everyday, telling him just about every thought that goes through my head. It's quite a relief, actually. I tell how much I hate my Stats teacher and how annoyed with high school I am and how I just love my job.
Speaking of my job, I got stalked by this guy today and after he found out I was in high school, 17 1/2, had a boyfriend, and a badass dad, still continued to ask me out to dinner and beer at Samurai. WTF
OK I'll probably leave that out of the next letter...
I'm definitely starting to feel better about my situation. After what I have been through recently I think I need to go to therapy - work on my confidence. I think that would really help me in many different aspects. Such as teaching the first jump course, cause I'm a motha-effin coach now!!! HaHa that is so not safe.
I find it funny how people's feelings change so often. And how one day you like a person the next you want to punch them. And when you meet people, you really know a tiny part of them because they were probably a very different person only a few years ago. And how many people out there you will never ever meet.
I'm going to Dublin tomorrow with Scott Campos!!!! I'm so excited, he's such a badass. I'm not even going to remember this damn weekend.