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sometimes you just get rundown. over barring nothing will ultimately take its toal. most of the time it hurts and will hit you like a train wreck. these days to me, when i feel rundown that is...it has become a since of liberation. a well needed break if you will from the pressures of no pressure. and just the fact that this big contradiction has contradicted all of my contrast, i am contented. its a very real, and very clear reminder that living is not to be understood, and more prominently not to make sense.