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lately i have been going out quite a bit. not that much has changed but ive been controlling my alchol intake "abit"better.
last night we went to rain and some boy sung beatbox and did the electric slide for me. i wanted to go to gainesville and find something to do tonight but i dont really feel the drive. their is nothing to do which is surprising for a friday night. more than likely i will be disappointed by others disappointment by the end of it all. but i will try to remain optimistic and hope something will slap me in my face. punch. kick. anything so that their is no disappointment.
i feel invigorated lately. though i have yet to figure out the cause of it. whatever it is i hope it stayes atleast into the morning.
love your lover.
erinc.
last night we went to rain and some boy sung beatbox and did the electric slide for me. i wanted to go to gainesville and find something to do tonight but i dont really feel the drive. their is nothing to do which is surprising for a friday night. more than likely i will be disappointed by others disappointment by the end of it all. but i will try to remain optimistic and hope something will slap me in my face. punch. kick. anything so that their is no disappointment.
i feel invigorated lately. though i have yet to figure out the cause of it. whatever it is i hope it stayes atleast into the morning.
love your lover.
erinc.