my birthday is this month yay.
pretty rough weekend.
friday was fun, went to my cousins grad party.
nicee, drank martinis all night, got smashed.
went to emily's loft by the park and drank more.
it was pimps and hoes night. i wasn't that hoeish.
everyone got really tired josh fell asleep, theres a pic on my myspace of it lol. he fell asleep on the dog bed.
saturday i went to josh's aunts house in SI, almost had a panic attack when his aunt started lecturing me on school and doing something with my life, literally almost cried but i tryed to hide it the best i could. god i need help.
so that kinda killed my night since i was on edge.
lots of stuff happened at emilys.
led me to laying in bed all sunday, tossing, turning, crying, walking in the rain, finally getting through, finally put stuff behind me for once.
tomorrow is a new day and i'm so thankful to have such an amazing boy in my life.
ok that's all.
friday was fun, went to my cousins grad party.
nicee, drank martinis all night, got smashed.
went to emily's loft by the park and drank more.
it was pimps and hoes night. i wasn't that hoeish.
everyone got really tired josh fell asleep, theres a pic on my myspace of it lol. he fell asleep on the dog bed.
saturday i went to josh's aunts house in SI, almost had a panic attack when his aunt started lecturing me on school and doing something with my life, literally almost cried but i tryed to hide it the best i could. god i need help.
so that kinda killed my night since i was on edge.
lots of stuff happened at emilys.
led me to laying in bed all sunday, tossing, turning, crying, walking in the rain, finally getting through, finally put stuff behind me for once.
tomorrow is a new day and i'm so thankful to have such an amazing boy in my life.
ok that's all.