I just want to hurt him. Does that make me a bad person?

Aug 18, 2004 20:07

Oooowee oooowee oooo ice ice ice, break it down now!

I really really want to watch Taking Lives right now. I fucking loved that movie. Angelina Jolie was wicked. And so was Ethan Hawke. I shall admit that at the beginning I kind of found him geeky, and was unsure, I mean hes goodlooking but was I turned on by him... eh, not so much. But the moment he came down in the elevator after killing his mom and Angelina seeing him, I was like god hes hot. Does that make me weird? Haha. Im sorry but just... he was like, I still want you Angelina, and just. *drools* Fuck it was hot. He found her and just... I want a stalker. Haha. Of course I want him to be good looking, and after I tell him I love him he keeps his bad boy attitude but stops killing people :D I just want to feel wanted, is that so much to ask *sobs*

So as you can see Im fucking insane. Haha. But Im willing to accept this and move on if god himself will allow me. I went to New West today to see my dad for lunch. He wanted to get me out of the house. We walked past the construction of the apartment we will be moving into at the end of January. Im very excited about it though yes I do still worry about the bus trip. But in all honesty, you adapt. And it wasnt as bad, of course, I was at a better time then I will be every morning and afternoon. Hm.

I had the best caesar salad. Its all Ive had today and Im still full. I dont even wana eat my manacotti. Damn my ways. Haha. But no, I really really like uber tons of dressing on my salad, but although on some parts it was rather dry, lots of parts just had big chunks and I was like drooling all over the place. The chicken was good too, it wasnt flavored as to take away the taste of the salad itself, I love when restaurants do that. And it was soft, so it melted in your mouth. Hard chicken just doesnt seem right in a salad haha. Plus I had this kind of garlic bread on a really nice soft bagette. Yeah it had some spices and just. The entire thing made me incredibly wet haha. Riiiiiight.

Sigh. I do want a long john though from Tim Hortons.

I also really want to go down to the Krispy Kremes we just had open up awhile back. Ive never been and fuck do I want one. We had one in Las Vegas, but like, I was the only one in my family to enjoy it. I had a cookies n creme one... I just. I just... fuck was it good haha.

So thats my life story for today. TA DEARIES TA!
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