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Mar 09, 2005 15:51

blah...

Just because I fight back the tears doesn't mean I don't wanna cry
Just because I give you a reason doesn't mean its really why.
Just because I act like everythings okay and I don't really care
Doesn't mean I'm not shattered inside because you're never there.
Just because we say best friends doesn't mean it's true.
I don't believe that anymore and it's all because of YOU.
Just because I don't let myself completely fall apart
Doesn't mean I'm not screaming inside and reaching for your heart.
But I guess this goes both ways. I really don't understand...
You said whenever I needed you you'd be there to hold my hand.
But I guess you crossed your fingers.. either that or you just lied.
You don't have a clue how many tears I've sat alone and cried.
I need you now more then ever but I guess I just have to be strong..
Cuz she takes all your heart and soul whenever one thing goes wrong.
Just because I don't let my tears go doesn't mean they don't wanna fall..
I thought I found someone who cared... turns out you don't care at all.

Thank you for inspiring this poem. I think it's one of the best ones I've ever written. Thank you for this pain. Thank you for lying to me. Thank you for always putting me second. Thank you for making me go back to the way i was before... all alone.
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