Yeah, that's right...this is gonna be a LOOOONG update.
But it's not really an update, it's just random thoughts in my head.
the supposed thing is that high school sucks. You know, in books and such, the parents and other adults tell the kids that high school was the best years of their lives, enjoy it well, etc, etc. and the kids/narrators w/e are like "ugh you're wrong it's awful etc. etc." um... i don't know.
I pretty much love it. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE--i could go on forever--theater. Anyone who's at least in 2 of my classes should know that. And i'm not even that BIG of a theater dork. I'm contented w/ knowing 10-more or less-musicals well and singing just those ten. I don't believe i'm the best actress(as a package, so including singing/dancing) but i do believe i'm good, even pretty good. but who in the hell would know that? my spanish class probs. but that's not even the big thing. I feel discontented w/ the plans theater's going at the second--Fiddler?? what? i'm not even CLOSE to interested in it. I mean, honestly, i don't have any interest, i don't want to look in to it to see if we have people to fit the parts, if the songs are good or anything. i just don't care/want to do it. I want to do something amazingly fun, like Grease or Footloose. You know, something EVERYONE would want to do. But i'm pretty sure they were shot down. Well, at least Grease was. But whatevs, i'm signed up to help w/ it, but i would feel like, i dunno, i don't belong there? but the reason i'd want to do it anyway is so i'd be able to do MY high school show. B/c i know i'm ready for the jr. high show, i've been ready, but the high school show is a HUGE step up. Speaking of Jr. High show... CAP? it's more like KAH-AAHH-PPPPPPP. it doesn't sound like one word anymore. i HATE, repeat, HATE it!! Yeah, we do need desperately need a "CAP" sleepover, but now it's pretty much impossible, you know, because AAHH got grounded. But i think we're going to have a "CAP" meeting monday, or friday, since that's when AAHH and KAH's boyfriends are busy. but w/e, i can't fri. anymore b/c we're taping spanish project friday now.
Spanish project.
Make good friends out of just friends. Check.
Finish script.
Work a lot on script. Check.
Make plans to tape part of script. Check.
Finally find a song to do a music video to. Check.
Feel WIERD for one weekend, totally ignored second. Check.
^^if you don't understand, then i don't want you to. i think. ask if you're curious i guess.
What a way to be.
Um i think i'm done for now. i'll come back later if there's somehting else.
Beauty and the Beast, graced the SPM stage 2006, never anything like this to EVER happen again.
Bye Bye Birdie, graced the ctkcYc stage 2006, will be better(when i get to be in it), but was still wicked good.
Fell in love w/ these two musicals, which is bound to happen, no?
Fact: When the Seniors gradeeate, i will bawl my eyes out, and i don't even want to think about NEXT year's seniors. Or when I'm a senior. GASP.
i need to stop before i start crying right now. i'm in that mood right now, not sure why...