Feb 03, 2011 02:16
It's hard to just let go of things sometimes. It's simple, really. If it'll impact you in a negative way, does you zero good apart from the whole "you live, you learn" philosophy, let it slide right off your back. Well, people take time. And I take longer than the average person because... I don't know. Just because. Honestly? No one knows shit. So stuff it already. Frustrating as hell, I swear. Alright, everyone knows sleep will make everything better. It's pointless regretting anything anyway. Maybe this is just what a stiff neck does to someone. Mind you, coming to four bleeding days now. Whad up, Big Guy Upstairs? I think I've been a pretty good girl. I've been mentally placing too many stickies in my head. That page that pops up when you press F4 on Ally? If that were my "head space", I'm definitely running out of places to plant all these reminders. Guess Emerson got it right with the whole Self-Reliance shit. Places and Spaces. That's two confusing words. My eyesight is getting depressing. I need to snap back into the roll of things asap. A little too out of it lately, quite unsettling.
Of course, it's all the fault of the friggin' stiff neck. Duh.