Apr 01, 2009 19:45
I feel so insanely and incredibly alone today. I'm afraid I may be single the rest of my life and I don't know how I feel about it. Every time I think something might actually be there (a spark, a glint, a connection) it seems to fizzle out. I wonder how often I pretend something is there just to make me feel better about myself.
Out of all the people I talk to, connect with and know, why has there not been at least ONE PERSON that I would absolutely connect with???? Am I that difficult to date?