new years fucking resolution.
so i realized that i hate my life right now. being away from milwaukee makes me realize that i really hate things there as much as here.
i am unhappy with school. i hate my job. i hate the island. i hate milwaukee. i am uncomfortable at home and hate that. i hate my friends. i have nothing i enjoy, and nothing i look forward to.
ok. so i dont really hate you, just aspects of myself that are associated with you.
plan= (doing what my therapist has been suggesting in order for me to not snap and kill everyone)
-get a job in hopefully a non food related industry
-talk to people i dont know, and dont assume that they will not be my friend
-keep loosing weight
-move out as soon as possible
-find some activity or something in general that i can find enjoyment in
thats the plan.
i am unhappy with school. i hate my job. i hate the island. i hate milwaukee. i am uncomfortable at home and hate that. i hate my friends. i have nothing i enjoy, and nothing i look forward to.
ok. so i dont really hate you, just aspects of myself that are associated with you.
plan= (doing what my therapist has been suggesting in order for me to not snap and kill everyone)
-get a job in hopefully a non food related industry
-talk to people i dont know, and dont assume that they will not be my friend
-keep loosing weight
-move out as soon as possible
-find some activity or something in general that i can find enjoyment in
thats the plan.