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as i lay here drowning in my own blood
tears of guilt and anguish flow from my neck
silent screams of forgotten feelings
i never thought id feel this way agian
lost concepts now over rated
now you know this life is hated
starting to cry as the blood flows thicker
seeping from places i havent touched
the tears dripping sting my cuts as i make them deeper
one last cut, one last tear
one last thing less to fear
im not afraid to go now
its one less thing to worry about
no more tears, i left it all for someone else
lost in the moment maybe i dident see threw
the blinding light that made you seem good
no more cutting, no more harmfull drugs
i take it back now as i pick hte razor up
one last cut, one more laceration to my heart
i havent forgotten how to feel or love
remember in the end this hurts me more than you
one last cut sliping gently threw my flesh slowely enough so you can hear the tareing and ripping of the knife, slow enough for you to see the last breath of air i take, gasping as i exspose my inner throught,so deep that the wound dosent bleed at first, only later to turn into a waterfall of denial watch my eyes, see them turn grey to red to black then green, grey for the mood, red for the blood and black for my death then finaly green because im finaly happy....no more worrys no more pain....
leave me hear or watch me die in your arms its up to you can you take the pain or will you just let me die alone the one time i need you by my side....as i lay unconcence for the last few minets of my life were my mind is slowely starting to shut down i see your face, relizeing what ive done only to shed one more tear, a tear not of pain or joy but a tear so blatently full of regret knowing that i can never feel oyur touch your kiss your love or see you ever agian, now as my mind has a few seconds left a smile apears on my face because i have seen an angel, my angel for the last time as my life flashes befor me and that image is the last i see as my soul is released.................the moral of this is no matter waht you feel or how bad it gets just remember the good and push out the bad because you dont want to do something youl regret or lose something you love or someone so dear to you because i know i dont want to dont take life or anyhting it offers for granted because you never know when youll never have it agian or have anything at all or even be happy ...just dont push away what you love for stupid reasons... remember U NEVER KNOW WHAT U HAVE UNTILL ITS GONE.....I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE
tears of guilt and anguish flow from my neck
silent screams of forgotten feelings
i never thought id feel this way agian
lost concepts now over rated
now you know this life is hated
starting to cry as the blood flows thicker
seeping from places i havent touched
the tears dripping sting my cuts as i make them deeper
one last cut, one last tear
one last thing less to fear
im not afraid to go now
its one less thing to worry about
no more tears, i left it all for someone else
lost in the moment maybe i dident see threw
the blinding light that made you seem good
no more cutting, no more harmfull drugs
i take it back now as i pick hte razor up
one last cut, one more laceration to my heart
i havent forgotten how to feel or love
remember in the end this hurts me more than you
one last cut sliping gently threw my flesh slowely enough so you can hear the tareing and ripping of the knife, slow enough for you to see the last breath of air i take, gasping as i exspose my inner throught,so deep that the wound dosent bleed at first, only later to turn into a waterfall of denial watch my eyes, see them turn grey to red to black then green, grey for the mood, red for the blood and black for my death then finaly green because im finaly happy....no more worrys no more pain....
leave me hear or watch me die in your arms its up to you can you take the pain or will you just let me die alone the one time i need you by my side....as i lay unconcence for the last few minets of my life were my mind is slowely starting to shut down i see your face, relizeing what ive done only to shed one more tear, a tear not of pain or joy but a tear so blatently full of regret knowing that i can never feel oyur touch your kiss your love or see you ever agian, now as my mind has a few seconds left a smile apears on my face because i have seen an angel, my angel for the last time as my life flashes befor me and that image is the last i see as my soul is released.................the moral of this is no matter waht you feel or how bad it gets just remember the good and push out the bad because you dont want to do something youl regret or lose something you love or someone so dear to you because i know i dont want to dont take life or anyhting it offers for granted because you never know when youll never have it agian or have anything at all or even be happy ...just dont push away what you love for stupid reasons... remember U NEVER KNOW WHAT U HAVE UNTILL ITS GONE.....I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE