...
...I just want to hug "you" right now...
...I wish it was yesterday...or a month ago...or a year ago...or three years ago...
...Then maybe this wouldn't've happened...
...Maybe I wouldn't be so scared...so worried...
...Maybe we could've started over new...and tried again...
I'm really sick of wishing, I don't know if praying's helping, my trying seems fucking useless...
I just want to hug "you" right now and tell "you" that I love "you," and no matter what happens to "you" or to me...
...That I always will...I always will love "you," no matter what anyone else says...
And if tomorrow should come too soon, I just want to hold on to what we've had since before anything bad started...
...and if that doesn't help, then I just want you to know...
...that I love "you"...
Truly. Madly. Deeply. Sincerely. With all of my heart.
I love you...<3
...I wish it was yesterday...or a month ago...or a year ago...or three years ago...
...Then maybe this wouldn't've happened...
...Maybe I wouldn't be so scared...so worried...
...Maybe we could've started over new...and tried again...
I'm really sick of wishing, I don't know if praying's helping, my trying seems fucking useless...
I just want to hug "you" right now and tell "you" that I love "you," and no matter what happens to "you" or to me...
...That I always will...I always will love "you," no matter what anyone else says...
And if tomorrow should come too soon, I just want to hold on to what we've had since before anything bad started...
...and if that doesn't help, then I just want you to know...
...that I love "you"...
Truly. Madly. Deeply. Sincerely. With all of my heart.
I love you...<3