an update, maybe the last
a rep from the catholic university of america called last night. I have my first big audition on february 12th at 1:10pm. this audition will actually mean something. all the marbles.
i'm not pleased with school right now. it seems as though i have an anxiety problem that i never knew about. my doctor took me off my meds two weeks ago, but now i feel the same, or worse. i get to the point where i'm in physical pain because i'm worrying about.... well, nothing. its interesting but it just doesnt make any sense.
however i'm feeling excited lately- and i havent felt excited or happy about anything for a long time. only about western civ or going to the gym with sabrina and talking about nothing in general.
oh- and on a completely different note- the drummer in the jazz orchestra is wicked cute, and amazing. ha, another one of those boys, you know?
i'm not pleased with school right now. it seems as though i have an anxiety problem that i never knew about. my doctor took me off my meds two weeks ago, but now i feel the same, or worse. i get to the point where i'm in physical pain because i'm worrying about.... well, nothing. its interesting but it just doesnt make any sense.
however i'm feeling excited lately- and i havent felt excited or happy about anything for a long time. only about western civ or going to the gym with sabrina and talking about nothing in general.
oh- and on a completely different note- the drummer in the jazz orchestra is wicked cute, and amazing. ha, another one of those boys, you know?