ShouldaWouldaCoulda

Jul 20, 2005 07:23

It's seven am and I'm alone in school.
The councillors aren't gonna start trooping in till seven thirty.
We're supposed to stand in front of the parade square and lead the school in cheers today.
Cheers that I wrote. (Yes, I do know that when people find that out, I just might not live to walk out of this school alive.)

So anyway, that's half an hour I have to kill.
Well twenty six minutes now, actually.

Yesterday, I found out two kinda major things.
One made me really happy.
The other made me kinda sad, though I saw it coming.
I deteste Failure, especially when I know I can do better.
I think only Mookie knows what I'm talking about.
When I found out the happy thing, I was itching to tell him about it the whole day 'cos I knew he'd never rat me out.
And when the sad thing happened, he was there with me, and though I didn't say much, I think he understood.

Moving on, after council yesterday, Bern & Mookie & I went to causewaypoint to have waffles&icecream. I swear I love icecream. Even though somehow I didn't really enjoy the waffles&icecream yesterday. But hey, the company was great. I'm really glad things worked out between Bern and I, that there isn't the hostility & conflict there used to be before we even knew each other. She's really such a sweetie. Anyway, after waffles, Bern took the JurongEast train, Mookie & I took the MarinaBay train. Finally got to tell him about the evil happy thing. Listened to his Ipod, our favourite jazz thingazoid.

I should have studied for my history test last night when I got home.
But guess what?
I didn't, surprise surprise.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm drunk behind the wheel,
the wheel of Possibility, however it may roll.
give it a spin; see if you can somehow factor in,
You know there's always more than one way,
to say exactly what you mean to say.
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