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hmmmmmmm so this week has been weird for me emotionally. I was really depressed about the charlie thing until yesterday when I went and hung out with him. Even tho we are no longer together, Charlie is one of the best people in the world to talk to. He just puts things into perspective so well.
It makes me think, maybe my life isnt at its greatest point right now. I mean shit I live in fucking houston, a city that does nothing more than drag me down. But I need to start looking at the good things. Like if I weren't in Houston I wouldn't be hangin with my good friends. And I know if I wasnt in htown, I definitely wouldnt be as good friends with jessie as I am now. Also I know this place sucks, but I'm about to get another job so I can start saving up to get the hell out of here. Also as much as it sucks ass that Im getting probation, it will mean I will save more money and have more motivation. And as long as I still have charlie in my life, be it friend or boyfriend, he's still a fucking badass. I smiled more yesterday hanging out with him then I did this whole entire week combined. I hadnt seen him in more than a week before yesterday. Its still hard as hell to just be charlie's friend, especially when hes so damn sexy. Mrrrrr mesohorny... hahahaha
In other news, got the job at murphys deli, thanks to my 2 weeks of experience at roly poly. Glad to know that shit didnt go totally to waste. but yea i'm the new delivery driver. woohoo this shall be fun times. Also I wont have as much time to pout about charlie. Cuz i really have been emo and pouty lately. It just sucks cuz every time I really start to get into a guy, this kinda shit happens. Dont know if its just me, or what.
Oh yea and the matisyahu live at stubbs cd kicks my ass.. I havent been able to get it out of my CD player since I got it on wed. lol
It makes me think, maybe my life isnt at its greatest point right now. I mean shit I live in fucking houston, a city that does nothing more than drag me down. But I need to start looking at the good things. Like if I weren't in Houston I wouldn't be hangin with my good friends. And I know if I wasnt in htown, I definitely wouldnt be as good friends with jessie as I am now. Also I know this place sucks, but I'm about to get another job so I can start saving up to get the hell out of here. Also as much as it sucks ass that Im getting probation, it will mean I will save more money and have more motivation. And as long as I still have charlie in my life, be it friend or boyfriend, he's still a fucking badass. I smiled more yesterday hanging out with him then I did this whole entire week combined. I hadnt seen him in more than a week before yesterday. Its still hard as hell to just be charlie's friend, especially when hes so damn sexy. Mrrrrr mesohorny... hahahaha
In other news, got the job at murphys deli, thanks to my 2 weeks of experience at roly poly. Glad to know that shit didnt go totally to waste. but yea i'm the new delivery driver. woohoo this shall be fun times. Also I wont have as much time to pout about charlie. Cuz i really have been emo and pouty lately. It just sucks cuz every time I really start to get into a guy, this kinda shit happens. Dont know if its just me, or what.
Oh yea and the matisyahu live at stubbs cd kicks my ass.. I havent been able to get it out of my CD player since I got it on wed. lol